Wasn’t sure if I’d post this, since it is a bit personally, but eh. It’s a doodle.
Even if you’re pretty confident, like dressing up and actually feel really good, it’s easy to feel really down and self-conscious about how you look, weight in particular. You put on an outfit, feel sexy in it, but meet up with friends and feel gross. Even more so if you’re kinda the only one of your friends that looks that way, or at least the group you’re out with. You feel a bit out of place. Especially, you might dress up to impress people, to go out, but only feel like they won’t like how you look. They’ll be looking at others.
Course I know none of that is true and you always look much better then you think, but knowing and feeling are totally different things.